Aubrey Plaza is opening up about life after loss in a rare, emotional interview on Amy Poehler’s new podcast, "Good Hang with Amy Poehler."Plaza, 40, lost husband Jeff Baena, 47, in January to suicide.

Speaking with former “Parks and Recreation” co-star Amy Poehler on Poehler’s new podcast “Good Hang,” the 41-year-old “White Lotus” actor said the grief has been like a “giant ocean of just awfulness that’s right there.”